Part of me doesn’t want to post an update because I’m exhausted that my health has become such a focal point in my life. I’d love to be posting about fun trips and little adventures and other things I’m doing with my boundless energy.

But here’s the quick update: I haven’t done any cartwheels.

Everything went according to plan Monday as they patched up the hole in my heart. We got home around 8:00 p.m., and John made me a legendary grilled cheese sandwich to go with homemade tomato basil soup from a neighbor. YUM!

I’ve been feeling achy the past few days, and I’m not sure if it’s the lingering effects of the procedure or side effects of the new anti-platelet medication I started to prevent blood clots.

My oxygen levels are higher than they were(!), but I still have more shortness of breath than I consider “normal.” I was discouraged to learn on Monday that my white blood cell count was the highest it’s been all year, indicating infection or inflammation. I’m not surprised, really, but it’s a bummer to see the count so elevated even though I finished potent IV antibiotics less than two weeks ago.

So, next up is a chest CT scan tomorrow morning. I have a hunch it’s going to point us in the right direction which, unfortunately, probably means more antibiotics.  

To close, let me talk about some things unrelated to my health:

• Pineapple is so good. I don’t know what we did to deserve it.
• I’ve been listening to Anderson Cooper’s “All There Is” podcast and OH MY GOSH — I recommend it for the grievers of the world! New life goal: Be on it.
• The weather has been ON POINT. Yes, I’m talking about the weather because it’s so not Atlanta-ish. Next week has other plans, though.
• Publix frozen yogurt is what’s up. My two favorite flavors: Key Lime Pie and Espresso Chip. Available at a Publix near you.
• GET IT TOGETHER, BRAVES.
• If you’ve never had a dog, you’re doing yourself a disservice. Benny is a miracle.

Thank you all for the recent outpouring of support. I have felt your love. Truly.